Missing Mom - Honor, Integrity, Wisdom "Beware the lazy, corruption is laziness!"

Missing My Mom,
I didn’t know they were going to leave you high and dry!

I cherish the memories of the talks we had over the years.

No matter where I was, we would have the most wonderful intellectual conversations.

One, two sometimes three hours on the phone.

To this day I must know as much about Stockholm Syndrome as many, in hindsight, you did a great job of protecting your abusers. That is the Stockholm Syndrome!

I suppose if it weren’t for my battles against the fascist psychopaths

I would have learned about it soon enough to help you through it.

That is not an excuse, that’s just the way it happened.

Little did I know back then that the same people were shaking me down too, just because they thought we were easy prey.

Where do I put the guilt about something I knew nothing about.

I know I cared enough, that is my nature. Or did I?

Trying to understand your choices, one day a great feminist “Justice for All”, the next day a martyr and broken kitten to your abusers.

Even giving them money to keep yourself safe!

Then they took everything, including your life.

My thinking all along that their snickers were jealousy of my optimism and willingness to achieve under any circumstances.

You never gave a clue, not even a hint.

Forever portraying love for your abusers, no matter who else they hurt.

Your hiding it seemed to cause the bi-polar to expand and then to add schizophrenia at the end.

Don’t worry though, I am sure God knows all you went through.

I remember when I was a small child.

Your 4 mile walks to the waitress job at the restaurant, sometimes in two feet of snow.

I remember the men all wanted sex to help us. To keep us terrorized, they even attacked the women that wanted to help us.

Though, in analysis, I supposedly blocked out a lot.

They thought I was too young to understand the predator shake downs of the woman with three children to raise.

Even the government welfare representative shook you down, we were only in that house a few days.

Now crime against welfare recipients is huge.

Knowing how dedicated you were to justice, our nation and our future.

I am glad you are not here to see what is happening now.

Hundreds of millions of Americans are becoming aware of the corruption and huge crime rates, including sophisticated white collar crimes, the shootings, the mass incarceration, the ineptness and mediocracy, the suicides, the created homelessness, the sponsored riots etc.

And some in the government have decided to attack not only our citizens that want these problems fixed but also those that have solutions.

Temporarily giving more power to the lazy or corrupt.

Beating down or at least shelving the honest people that want to pursue happiness, raise families, help others and live great lives.

Just like schoolyard bullies, spreading mass guilt and hopelessness as in George Orwell’s Movie “1984”

Forcing them to participate in the insanity of the delusions of a very few whose primary goal seems to just find someone to beat down, while making a big deal about it so that the guilty and or incompetent won’t even get noticed.

Honestly it is sadly hilarious. The free and the brave that stand up to bring attention to the issues seem to be the target of the people that are responsible for creating the problems in the first place.

Warning the honest people to shut up and be obedient to people that have forgotten that they are representatives of the people.

And that “We the People” are the ruling class.

I just hope that we are at the end of the dark days of our nation!

A lot of work is being done now to prevent the corrupt or mentally ill from manipulating our elections.

We must have honest elections.

Only then we can focus on both the quality of our electors and the future of our nation.

Thank You for teaching me grace as you used it to get through everything.

From up there, please pray for the good honest people of the USA.

And say Hi to God for me!

With my deepest and most sincere love, Michael.

I am most than sorry for what they did to you!